Friday, July 31, 2009

you havnt called me in weeks so dont you want me
anymore
anymore
did you ever
you dont want me
go back to your hole
but of course, go on and call me in front of your people, it will give the impression.
the impression of your lovely life, your lovely daughter.
then drink and drink your life away
and smoke and smoke until the devil bites you again.
because it will
you will be smothered in karma.
but i will be here for you when it does.
when you are left on the side of the road
in the rain.
it will rain
it will
it will rain.
i will still be here
for you

muhahahaha

wow its embarising when i forget to turn scrobbling off when im grooving to high school musical and miley! D:

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

sometimes if i'm singing in my room i'll start talking to myself and then when i realise what i'm doing i laugh

:]

I just got Tia's letter and it's six pages long!!! :O

yonde

www.givesmehope.com
i like this one as welll!

Sunday, July 26, 2009

i can still hear your voice

everyday its just like LKNDFLSKVNLDSMCLDSMLCM;KNC with you!
but otherwise yeah. i iz feeling more okay today, (to anyone who may have read my of my despair last night before I deleted it.)
Harry Potter was amazing so there is still hope left for humanity

Friday, July 24, 2009

Yonde!

http://operationbeautiful.com/
This is such a nice site! Everyone should do that, it would be so lovely!
I've got so much new music lately!! Only in asian and lots of YUI! Which is just wonderful!

Today I yelled at Mrs Craig! D:
I felt so bad!
She was going to refer Danielle for no reason and so i got real angry and everyone went dead silent while i was battling with this teacher!
My god I felt terrible! I went up after class and said sorry, but she was like:
"don't worry Ali, you were right, I was being a bitch" !!?!?!?
...And so Ali prevails once again?!!!! (Y)

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Bored blog #1

i had a long day
first i had to endure Mrs Craig for R.E but she's not so bad as she lets me listen to my iPod in class and no one else! We talked about whether the Bible is true or not. It's not true but a lot of the meaning behind the stories and things are reasonable. Although it sounds like Lauren's class got a. R.E Porn seshion involved in theirs today! (Apparently if you read page 736 in the Bible you'l understand.. iunno lol, anyone got one handy?)
Then it was English with Mrs Keen (Keen Kong *stomps up stairs*) and it was essay writing. idc

Then during play-time I had Harmonia then my singing lesson and so I got to go 40mins late to science which was good because we are *trying to be but not actually* learning Physics.
Then it was lunch and we sat round the other side of the Pizza Hut today because it was too windy, evidently. The Pizza Hut isn't actually Pizza Hut, it just like looks like it or something??? iunno. We talked about exchange programs! I want to go to Japan or America but i probably wont until I've finished school.
Then in Music we played exapmles of NZ music for our research.
Then it was Maths and evidently people find it distracting when i sing Baby Got Back repeatedly.??
Some people these days
Then i got home and its already 5.39 and I'm going to go read Vampire Knight which is a manga that Sophie said was good so i'm going to read them all.
Awesome

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

oh happy day

its awesome because im going to make lauren watch Harry Potter 5 first and then come see the new one with me.
in fact i think this may even call for a whole harry potter movie night, every movie available then on the same night we'll go and see the new one
coolplan

and fuck ive lost all my bracelets somewhere what is this madness?

i wont mistake you with problems with me

llama

Monday, July 20, 2009

ino no one cares about anyones holidays but here goes..

my god i got so fat over the holidays! lmao
haha
but they were fun. i had fun. i saw people and did fun stuff and new stuff and new music and new people. i slept and ate and got bored and computered and ate some more. i did things i never do like i went to gigs and then mishioned to mcdonalds at 1am!
mum's been cool lately. i like i like
i cut my hair and i made the most of the sun that was around. i stayed at brittany's! and i saw scarlett!
i got worn out and died and then i slept for ages. i did no excersise!
i got intensely grumpy after being tired and for a time hated all my friends in the whole world and wanted to be in a box with a stereo lol
i found that i really am quite fine without my dad and most likely better off, or at least until he either breaks up with his girlfriend (or vice versa) or gets his priorities straight.
i finished the book id been trying to read for so long
i laughed and cried and had a sweet time

Monday, July 13, 2009

You know I do think being friendly in this world is needed more
than money and power
the world needs nice people who are friendly

Sunday, July 12, 2009

naitari shinai

madowasaretakunai.

>:B

fuckyesfuckyes

ready

stay in
place

when there's so many things to
say

Saturday, July 11, 2009

"i want to go" ?




fighting
because it never ends because i dont understand anything about anyone anymore and you can't fix what you dont understand.
fighting
because no one can be bothered to talk about what's going on
so it is quiet until the
fighting.
my mum will brake,
my dad is broke,
austen is clueless,
anita's a bitch,
johnny doesn't leave his shell,
i'm a bit stuck and have no idea on how to fix any of it.
although henry is perfect and beautiful, don't you agree?
yes i do

Thursday, July 9, 2009

i have nothing good left to say

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

i dont get it

i find it funny that so much revolves around you. honestly, everything is always something to do with you, whether its taking the piss or bitching or complimenting or crying or loving or hating.
and after all of that people will still want to take care of you and be your friend just because its you.
its nice.
but you dont even notice any of it because your obsessed with yourself as well.
you suck

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Ima kawari hajimeta mune no oku.

why is everyone these days so fucking P R E T E N T I O U S.
seriously, go suck a dick
hahaha

Saturday, July 4, 2009

i do not like green eggs and ham, said sam i am

I AM A PERSON.
I AM A NICE PERSON,
A HAPPY PERSON.

Friday, July 3, 2009

:]

今が大好き

I LOVE NOW
i want new clothes
i need a to do list for the holidays!

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

TODAY

i love having energy drink and having energy and smiling and being a smiley person and being nice to people i dont like because i should like everyone and all should be well
and i love after school and good reports and mum even when she complains that the only boys that i know are not 'big rugby-like things'