today i watched marley and me. twice
and studied because its exams in two weeks!
although i dont see how i can revise when i hardly even remember learning any of this stuff!
D:

i am actually a happy person

and on second thought i miss everything
everything
thingevery
but no.
dear person
i hate you.
but no.
im just ali
i hate everything
but no.

apart from today because today i have a friend.
im still not sure about you though.
or maybe i am but im just too insecure
either way i am working on it.
but i do think it'd be good for me to work on it faster


oh and by the way, i hate children

just

Currently I'm in the music room by myself, half doing composition because Lauren isn't here and so i have no motivation to be social.
Just now a year 9 walked in and is playing River Flows In You by Yiruma all wrong. I suppose she's learning it. Goooo awayyyy
Anyway I have music next which will be good.
I went to the Liam Finn gig last night with daddy and seonaid was there too, it was fun.
Kane you're mean
Starting to believe I really do have no friends

It was warm today yay!
Dirty Dancing with Patrick Swayze and Jennifer Grey is my favourite movie.
Apart from all the others, of course!
I found it in my room the other day, it made me happy

do excuse me, while i explode

hi

i have a bunny hat and it costed $1.25 (although it was kindly rounded to $1.20) from spotlight. eve has one too
eve is my best friend
but lauren is my best friend
so this makes me liar but alas, they are both, so never fear.
i have exactly $6.31 in on my bank card, but $363.64 in my account, which i can't get to.
this is because its saved for when i go live in japan.
that is my only aspiration for my life!
but first i need 14 credits in maths this year so i can get to uni.
i am not taking maths next year.
no way
i will be taking japanese, english, biology, maybe music/media/classics.
i don't like texting unless you're a person who i txt.
that doesn't make sense
but dont worry, i know what im saying!
i like sleepovers mostly at laurens because generally it involves getting fucked up lol
i was thinking the other day how we used to have stayovers and watch movies with popcorn and icecream and the interweb and talking and laughing about absolutely fucking nothing!
now its all of that but all the while we seem to be drunk haha. and we dress up in funny clothes and makeup
yeah thats lauren
this is eve
eve is nomomom
once we slept on my trampoline
it was summer
we got really high and watched the sky and were convinced we saw zillions of shooting stars
eve has a room that was so messy you literally could not see the ground. she also has a piano and a bookcase and a tv
but now she has two rooms. and many many beads and dvds and cds
i like eves room
its homey
i like eves mama
shes motherly
i still like city and colour
lots
i like jpop and kpop music
lots
i read bios about musicians and drug addicts, i dont know why but they interest me.
i also like reading books about saving the world
i hate global warming
i like animals
not cats though
i think natual red hair and pale skin is beautiful
the other night i watched a documentary called the great sperm race
right now we only have 1gb of internet left till the 18th.
bye.

I do not HAVE THE ANSWER TO ALL THE PROBLEMS

i love a lot because there is little to hate except my own warped thoughts

you know when some people don't leave you alone, and some people leave you alone too much.
but then theres the people who leave you alone just the perfect amount, but who persist even after you ignore and ignore?
looking back i've been a bit stupid

sunlight wakes me just to say
lets go to sleep now