a.t.t.i.t.u.d

D!D!D! WAS SO GOOD I SANG INTO THE MIC AGAIN SO THIS IS THE SECOND TIME FROM LAST TIME HAHA

My week

Yay Jo's coming over tonight and we are going to have a cupcake party! And fail at playing guitar but win at playing Hallelujah on piano! I also put the coke in my fridge because i'm sneaky ;]

Then tomorrow I don't know what I'm doing, maybe go visit Dad for christmas celebratoryness, even though he hasnt got me anything, he might take me out for luch or something i hope lol

Then work on Tuesday and Wednesday and on Wednesday night it's Die!Die!Die! gig at the Bedford!
I'm so excited, and Eva is bringing a bottle of wine for after haha

Then Thursday is New Years Eve! I'm going with my beautiful Lauren to some random party in rolleston because she invited me and it will be fun! Better than everything else everyone seems to be doing like going to fireworks in town or something? hehe

wheeeee

fuck yea hi christmas

hi everyone lol its like 20 to two in the a.m and i just got home from christmas! it was so fun and we all had one too many if you know what i mean, sofie called me today which was lovely! we saw the liethfield family also, and dinner was yumm, tomorrow morning we are going back out to swannanoa like always for boxing day brekkky! hell to the yea~!
i hope lulu has fun in tahiti and kaneybop in australia
sorry i cant be bothered putting capitals
goodnight

ps i love everyone including lauren, jo, eve, emma, karyn, britt, kane, dympna, mama, henry, liv j, lulu, eva, armenia.
you are all sexy mother fuckers and dont you forget it

hi

Yay Christmas!
Hehe I already had my presents! Paramore ticket and my new lens!!
But mama spoiled me anyway!
I got a camera bag! *yayayayy!*
and other wee trinkets in my stocking!

I got mama a new dressing gown,Seabiscuit the movie and a diary and the Westlife cd!!
We got Austen a joint present of a Soda Stream!
I got Johnny a Pink Floyd poster and a HUGE big thing of chocolates!
For Henry I got some random books he said he wanted haha
wheeee
Merry Christmas everyone!

wooot

Whaaa I'm so tired I worked almost 11 hours today! MY LEGS ARE SO SORE! but YAY CHRISTMAS!!!!

-is grown up-

this morning i had breakfast in my room and did my own dishes! is anyone else really happy about this?!
haha
i love my new roooom!

DECIDEDNESSSSS

Whaaaa i dont know whether i want to go to queenstown with dad and his Woman for xmas or stay here with mum and family! well i want to stay here but now sofie seems to know that i might be coming and i didnt want her to know so i wouldnt let her down if i dont go!
WHAAAA
on the bright side ive moved into the sleepout!
ITS LIKE LIVING IN A FLAT!
i have a fridge and jug and bathroom and my drums and keyboard and a lazyboy chair thing! FUCK YESSS LETS GET FUCKEDDDDDDD

Adventures

Yay last night was fun me and Kane watched the Hannah Montana movie twice and stayed up till 2am talking about nothing! For like an hour we talked about Desperate Housewives and how sexy Eva Longoria is, and about some lady who gave birth to 7 kids at once and she already had 4. She went crazy.
We bitched for ages about people who have changed and who we worry about because theyre being all weird and shit.
I'm tired because after all the talking I had to get up early to get ready for work and Kane had to go to Christmas.
We talked to Dympna on msn and it was good, ;]

I'm down to the last notch on my belt. I feel all slim. This makes me happy.

I'm not looking foward to the funeral. This does not make me happy.

lola ponies

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY HAPPINESS KANEYSHOT IS COMING OVERR

hi

i feel abit shit
about just about everything hehe
but i like watching glee :]

needs

this this this world is a game no one wants to play
maymaymaybe i'll go home
and say

hi britt i love you so much i hope you dont think im fake

last night i found out someone i know died yesterday. the thing is that while i was being told about it glee was on c4 in the background and the song they were singing was 'just keep holding on'.
if that's not a sign about shit things in the world i dont know what is.

worn down

all the poems melted.

Hey yal

I started work! Had my second day today :]
It's quite fun! Though busy and stressful at times!
I'l be working soo much before Christmas and will be so tired!
Oh well I can just sleep through all the boring family lunches and dinners :L
That reminds me I have to finish my Christmas shopping for the famdamily!

+ I love this photo!

is this not the cutest thing

we are in the sounday brochure!

Where does the good go

if i could find out how to make you listen now because i'm starving for you here with my undying love

DAAADDDDDDDDDDDDD
you make me saddddddd

escapeth

In fact I'm going to go watch the Miley Cyrus movie, she's so happy

well at least il get to learn how to sew?...

Josh just txt me saying me and Jack are on the brochure for Sounday 2010!
I have a feeling it's the photo with Britt in it as well, yussssssssss
yay ;]
but im still depressed about music haha

Shit

I've such a bad day,
Mrs Willetts phoned and I can't do Music next year.
I havn't cried so much in ages, lol how pathetic
But I really really really want to do it, I've never had such an amazing class as ours and now I can't even be in it.

Something Important

Dadda actually made me cry today on the phone, it was so embarrasing, haha.
He said he wasn't coming to prizegiving, and it's the first time out of my whole time at Villa (four years!) that I've ever gotten an award, so I'm counting on him being there especially seeing he's been away for 2 months.
Gah
Turns out he's in Queenstown with his Woman.
(Don't like her much)
But anyway a few minutes after that conversation he rang me back and said he would fly up tomorrow,
and I think it's the most selfless thing he's ever done for me,

lola

hahahahahahaha have a laugh

This leans on me like a rootless tree

we go blind when we need to see

Hello.

Well, Happy birthday, Johnny.
I guess I can't give you your present anymore if you wont come home,!

+ Just now I was cleaning out my drawers and found my old tie dye skirt which has pink on it from when mum crossed the colours and also ruined jacks shirt lol but the point is that I thought it was too short but then I ironed it and it's not anymore! *yay for innovation!*

I can't wear it for long though because I'm leaving in half and hour to go to an event with Monty!
I think we're jumping 60cm.? something around that lol

But I'm excited, and I'm doing one out at Amberely tomorrow as well!

きょう！

Look what dad got me from 'Nam!!!
It's a wallet, like a card holder thing, ahhh I love it!
And I bought a new lens today! Because the one I got with my camera is to big, :]]
I used my bargaining skills to get the price down from $195 to $100! yay me,!
Yusss

Tomorrow can wait for some other day to be

Well shit!, I had a nice happy blog on the go when mama comes in in tears. She tells me I probably wont be seeing Johnny any time soon. He hasn't been home for five days, and sometime during the night he took all the things he could find to sell from his sleepout and sold them at cash converters. Mum called the shop haha.
I really do believe he is the source of a lot of my family's problemos.

But on the bright side, I saw Daniel today, he's changed, but it's nice change!
Yea, Eve leaves on Tuesday for two months to Bahrain, she promises to get me a pet rock. :]

So it sucks about my brother huh. I'm not as happy as I was ten minutes ago,I really did have a pretty good day! I saw lots of people!

I want the Glee album for Christmas. I also like Rhianna's new song lmao