You're not coming back for me, these things they will never be.
I'm so used to being wrong, so put me where I belong

Setting Up Sunday

It's not about me, oh it's never about me.

greys anatomy greys anatomy

Must not forget! Otherwise I will shoot myself for the third week in a row!!
Meg And Dia, mainstream? PLEASE NO
Thought creature were great, for all of the half hour that they played! The other bandios were pretty sweet also. Sweet music, nice fun, nice high

ha
ha-ha!
i tricked you again

I don't need to know why the ocean's blue or how the flowers grow
I don't need to love waiting on someone to forgive me for my sins
I don't need to believe in something that won't save my sanity.
The years now past without a trace it's something that I'm learning to embrace
How most black nights are spent awake thinking about how
I don't want to live that way.

life
is
good

when it's good.

all the other times its just not

take me by the hand and tell me

.theres a war inside of me

no.

blurr

theres not enough time anymore!
everything goes so fast now

your mind's made up

if you call, call
then i'll come running
and i'll be at your door
but there's nothing to run for
no
but i'd run
it's you
so i'll run

everyone watch Once!

I just watched a movie called Once
And it was actually so amazing!
That is definately saying something, from me
Because usually I really don't bother watching movies
But this one was just wow.
And the soundtrack is so wonderful!
God I love Glen Hansard
The songs are beautiful

fml

i am so fucking sick of the bad luck that seems to follow me everywhere
i cant have any fun without something bad happening to ruin it
just FML

don't you know

you're beautiful

To Do List Extended!

8. Get drivers licence thing
9. Download more JPop and get some from Sophie
10. Get a job somewhere
11. Pass Jap test tommorow and get at least one question right in the Maths test on friday!

The way you make me feel

This is nice. I didn't have an overly wonderful day, but I'm feeling good.
Sophie gets to go to Japan for ten months - feeling very neutral towards that! I want her to stay, but I also really want her to go out and be happy and be the amazing person she is!
My hair's split
My temper's a bit short
I'm very sick of school
Still so tired
But I know I have some nice people here and
I'm feeling good!
Make it last

To Do List-

1. Write a speech on my Japan trip
2. Get me some chapstick
3. Get mum a Mother's Day present
4. Stay at dad's and have everything not breakdown
5. Borrow Johnny's cds
6. Make a coffee
7. Tell her

This is how it is. Now I know.

My whole life I've resented you for not being there and not caring about anyone but yourself.
I can hardly bring myself to have a conversation with you, let alone come stay anymore. Especially with your shit girlfriend hovering around making a deal out of everything I say.
After all the frustration I have with you, today I saw you for all of about 20 minutes, and I just felt sorry for you.
You pretty much don't have a paying job. But still, you pretend your life is perfect, with your perfect little house and such a lovely girlfriend.
Your girlfriend is fucking rude to me but you choose to overlook it because she's an "adult" and im the "child".
I would talk to you about everything, if I knew you wouldn't report back to her. But I know that the things I want to tell you are things that you wouldn't mind about, but she'd throw a fit.
You say you havn't got any money for my school lunch, or dinner, but still you can afford to drink and smoke and do whatever you please.
Only as long as it doesn't involve me, interferring with your lovely perfect life.
You lie without even doing it on purpose.
I know you say you love me, but i would be surprised if you even know what real unconditional love for someone is.
You only know love for yourself.

we got no relief

but no one knows
that shes the one who saved me