Disappointment.

I hate going to family things because I look at my cousins and stuff and feel so bad for my mum. Why couldn't she get nice, normal, happy kids? She does so much for everyone and it seems like she might be becoming depressed a bit. I feel so bad that she got stuck with the two semi self destructive and easily depressed children out of a family of like a zillion; the rest of whom are all the happiest people you'l ever meet. I wish I could be more for her.
I don't know why I'm writing this

AND ALL WAS WELL, IN THE LAND.

ah yes, i was the fool

by george you are a person

you are just so annoying

let me out
!

Things won't always be clear:but I will always be there

Today: two faced twin
I looked into you and actually smiled.
Now: it wears thin
I'll pay later for the trial

this happened

Man, you know when you see someone who is just, beautiful?
Like inside and out
I love that

A.T.T.I.T.U.D.

I think I'm going to go stay at Dad's this week sometime.
I think it's going to be okay!

Lydia Cole, 19/06/09, Harbour Light

Jol Mulholland from The Mots started the show.
He was good; drunk, but good. His voice is similar to Ben Gibbard, which was nice.
After his set i went and talked to Lydia Cole before she went on. I've been chatting to her a bit on myspace, so it was nice to meet her.
She was the smallest thing! She told me she was nervous.
Then she got on stage and didnt know what to say, so just started playing, which was nice. No need for any of this talking non stop between songs!
She was better live than in recordings, which is refreshing.
I also bought her EP and a badge that said the title of the ep: Love Will Find A Way.
Listen to it! It's so good!

Feels like

if i put me in a bowl and put the bowl in a hole
well, then no one should know where i am

ive been listening to Lydia Cole-Feels Like on repeat for over an hour
i want to go see her play in lyttelton next friday

please don't drive me blind

i try my hardest to forget every connection