Keep Moving Foward

we want the ones that we will grow to hate

Do/

not

Hey looks like a 10 year old Ali!!!

Wheeee

There's an indie mum at my little brothers school! So cute haha

P.s

I also LOVE Armenia, she makes my life complete!

Hi everyone,

I love you all!
But epsecially Lauren and Jo and Kaneyshot and Brittany and Eve/Addison (because they are conjoined, I havn't seen Eve by herself in the last like 6months or however long it is! p.s but that's cool because they're both awesome lol) and Sophie-Malofi, and most definately my Mama has to be in this list!!!

BUT NOT LAUREN LOL

A somewhat average year, this will probably be a long blog

I love how much things are different since my first blog post, which by the way is not my first post ever, because a lot of them I deleted back then!
But the first one that is there now, it describes perfectly how I was feeling at the time, and I wont delete it, it reminds me of how much I've changed!
I'm so glad all that's over now.
It's rather a shame it took me a whole year though right?
This year has gone so quick for me, but not because 'time flies when you're having fun'. No way.
I feel like I've been somewhat dead this year, but my outward happiness towards friends and family i guess proves that if you pretend you're over something, you eventually do get over it.

I cried far to much this year over people who wouldn't cry over me,
I realised it's easier to live without my father. I know he loves me, he loves me a lot. I also know that you can't love others when you don't love yourself.
I definately learned that for myself this year, and I pushed a lot of people away in the process.
I realised recently that families fuck up. I thought I'd be fine without dad because I had mum and my brothers and my stepdad. It turns out I might not have them all together for very long either.

But I'm thinking the biggest thing I learned was to never load your whole dependence onto one person, even if you think they're your best friend, and EVEN if they load you with more responsibility than you could ever imagine. That person will leave. And they sure as hell don't look the fuck back.

Anyway, back to my shit year.
Looking back, it really was pretty bad, but at least my friends and family are here for me even without knowing what my stupid problems are!

Prevailed ness

It's really exciting because I got a Meg & Dia album today and Kane was all like "Why would you buy it when you have all the songs anyway"
Well turns out all the songs on the album are different versions of the ones I had already!
It really did make me as happy as I sound!

get some sleep

I'm so tired that I had to take the power cord out of my laptop becuase the brightness hurts my eyes, !

mistaken

down at the cafe on a wet day
there used to be someone, just one

wooot

Oh wait I forgot about New Moon tomorrow! Yay!

Hey

Give me something to do, studying is boring and everyone being boring and studying and Kane is still at schoooool!
BORED

Not without reason,

Tomorrow I will most probably mope around and be sad that I have my English exam on Tuesday.
Let's hope motivation happens

I wake up exhausted

I also <3 cheesey bread

Watch!

Yay I learnt this song!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g7MXAIVjwcY
Shes cuteee

STRESSSSSS

swearing and bad words.
why can't everything be nice and floral flavoured

THIS TIME ITS NOT ME SO I CANT FIX IT

stop fighting stop fighting please dont make us leave

Mr McCabe- "Call me MC - MC Cabe. It's my rap name!" aww

lonely world

its not a good day when your only real parent who is meant to be strong and together, tells you that her life is over. my family is being torn apart, as cheesey as that sounds, it seems to be true and it sucks

Mlia

pretty much

Shittttttt

The worst thing and the very best thing are the same fucking thing!
HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE
p.s its probably more good than bad because now i can realise how bad it was when all i could see in you was the good? i hope someone can understand that other than myself!

19 credits at Excellence biatch!

I'm getting a prize at prizegiving for Japanese!

Smooth Ali, smooth

I blatently got the Mojo music magazines out from the library only for the free cd's

DYLAN FROM CASHMERE HIGH CAN GO DIE

Thank god the police came

Cold water

EVE IS LEAVING FOR TWO MONTHS.
I HAVEN'T SEEN HER IN TWO MONTHS.
THAT EQUALS A LOT OF MONTHS.
BAHRAIN IS MEAN.

WOOT

I want long hair again! But I will get it cut properly so it grows nicely instead of awful like it is now!!!!

You wouldn't even believe it

Today I think that my scales are wrong, because they suggest that I have lost 5 kg in the last month!
It can't be right!

Hurrah!

Suddenly I have 32 followers?! Awesome!

Refer to the tag

I think I'm going to get my hair cut, like professionally!
I havn't had one in almost two years!
+ I'm pretty sure my iPod has stopped scrobbling D;