A letter to my friends. Only read this if you actually care. please.

i know i can be a fucking pathetic friend.
i know i can be moody, and i don't deal with my emotions well.
i can go from on top of the world one second, then the next it's as if the worlds ending.
i know that i can put too much of my heart into people, when i shouldnt.
and i definately know the outcome of this.
i know i go from hyper and immature to serious and depressed all in a day.
i know i can be opinionated and defensive.
i know i take everything to heart, even if i know it was a joke
i know that this all caused by my insecurities.
i fucking know.
but please dont get sick of me and give up,
because i need the few friends i have left, and i love all of you more than anything.

Im sorry for the way i am and can be, but thank you too all those who have stuck through it all, and that will persist with me.
i see those people and it really does make all the difference.
You will be in my heart forever.